To harangue: a loud bombastic declamation expressed with strong emotion. To speak or write in an angry or violent manner; rave.
Do ants rant? Or not?
This ant can't rant.
Is it healthy for an ant to rant?
Perhaps, on this BLOG its not.
Since someone could Google me and find this rant, it might give that someone the wrong impression of me. Ranting could also turn out to be positive. Who knows, unless you try?
I am feeling really frustrated. Too many personal issues contributing to an already stressful life. I have been having one of those, "I cannot do this" moments. I am considering dropping my Ethics class. I skipped class last night. I didn’t have a sitter for El Jay and I was feeling achy and running a bit of a temperature. I also had a small panic attack waiting at the bus stop last week after class. I felt safe. I was just worried that I could somehow miss the bus. Class gets out at 9pm and the last bus stops at UNM around 9:05to 9:15. What if I miss the bus? What if it doesn’t come? The issues of babysitting and the bus will be stressful for me for the next 13 class periods. Plus, I cannot, yet, afford to buy the text book and am now behind on reading.
I do not want to give up. Not just on this one class, which I could take later, but on getting this degree. I am questioning my motivation more than ever. Why am I in college? Will having a degree really help me to get a better job? Or is it too little, too late? Or am I just drained after 18-months of H**L, with no reprieve in sight?
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